Currently Listening Withering to Death By Dir en Grey see related

If I were to say I had something written, something planned. Quick, mad, rushed, raw, crazy, depriving, emotional, depressing, uplifting, revealing, hurt, angry, depressed, maddening. Writhering.

If my words were to lead to something. Lead to anything. Frustrastion, tears, laughter, annoyance, fear.

Depression. Agony.

Irony?

Hatred.

Adoration?

Demanding.

Trigger, never, spazz, always. DANMIT!

Emotional, moving, driven. Sadness.

Happiness?

Hope.

Tears, sobbing.

Laughter, relief!

Wanting.

~*~

Half of what I say will leave the ears once it's been said.

Half of what I do will be ignored.

Half of everthing will be forgotton.

Everything, anything.

I just wanna let go...

...and fly.